I'm having a very hard time right now. It's already 3:30 and I haven't slept yet. I have some more things to talk about but I think I need to make some changes in my life. I'm only 19 and feel everything is constantly changing but things change consistently forever. It's very exhausting being afraid of change.
I'll save this as a draft and see if tomorrow when I wake up at nine I still feel the need to stop being worthless and make myself happy for once. I think I'll start by getting rid of old clothing that reminds me of worse times. I don't need those anymore, I think.
It's 9:15 a.m. and I still feel good about the things I was thinking about last night. Life is so weird and I think I need to look towards spirituality for guidance. This is relatively new for me, as I identified as an Atheist since I was 14. However I look forward to God helping me with my latest endeavours and hopefully a month from now I'll have seen significant progress with who I have become and have a clearer path of what I should be presently doing.
Gabriella
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